Mood:

So it seems that I have really lost touch with what it was that kept me going so well in 2004. I don't know what it could be but it has really taken its toll on me. But before I go feeling bad about myself, I should take into consideration those less fortunate than me.
I have talked to a great many people since my escape from quarantine, and most only have nothing or negative things to say about January. And its not that I hate January's, usually they are delightful. But this one really seems to suck Huge goat balls, pardon my expression.
Maybe its the weather, maybe its the shortness of the day, maybe its the livelihood of people in general, but its gotta be something. I have my reasons for having a crappy month, but why is everyone else having such a bad month too? One can only begin to wonder.
Hopefully February will bring that little groundhog and his good blessing along with higher spirits for everyone. God knows we all need it. Yes lets pray that tomorrow will bring a brighter day. In fact, for me tomorrow brings Seleanas baby shower! I'm excited. I'm told that I'll be the only boy there, but its ok because I'm gay. I hope its not affirmative action at work. That would be strange, but that is definitely who I am. I'm the eternal stranger.
Anyway, there are only 2 days left of January and then we begin a new cycle. I say lets grin and bear it. I know we'll all pull through.
Posted by gummi-joe
at 12:01 AM MST