Mood:  silly
Consider this laylight savings time or something to that effect. Im going ot bump myself up one day so it looks like I'm on track with the rest of the world. Dont worry Jamie, your still the one, for today anyway!

7.45
Mood:  vegas lucky
Topic: fame
Ok, I'm totally starting to feel like a celebrity, I have 82 hits so far and I've only been up for 11 days now. Thats an average of 7.45 hits a day. Simply amazing! I know at least 7.45 people that own or have access to a computer. You have no idea how elated I am to be here. All I ever wanted was to be one of the popular girls, and today, I have successfully achieved that status. I guess its all down hill from here though. I'll be followed by the Paparazzi, then I'll be the latest fad in all the teen magazines, quickly followed by My popularity spike on MTV only to be marred by the tabloids exposing my rationale behind my rapid weight gain (accompanied by beached-whale worthy pictures) succeeded by my grave battle with anorexia/bulimia/Coke/Mr.Pibb. And to add insult to injury, they'll dig into my past and resurface all the scorned opposite-sex partner scandals and illegitimate children's that I've worked so hard to detach myself from. Oh woe is me! This world is such an angry Place sometimes. Oh well, At least when the rest of the world comes tumbling down, I know I can always rely on the 7.45 friends that I have locked into some unspoken obligation by mentioning their presence here.
All joking aside, Today was pretty dull. Adding the jokes back in and today was much more palatable. I had another nice day at work with my friends in the pharmacy. I read through oceans of Medicare paperwork and aced a test for proper billing procedures. Add that one to the useless information pile! Then I spent an hour and a half at the gym to maintain my rock body! its more like sponge cake right now actually. Its the first time I've been in like 3 weeks and until I firm up a little, don't be surprised if you see me in public wearing baggy clothing, in fact, I expect compliments on my mu mus!

Mood:  rushed

Just when you think you have a battle plan, that integral piece way at the bottom of the jenga pile gets yanked out and throws everything out of wack!
I'm mostly talking about my daily schedule. It seems that the harder I try to keep it together, the farther apart the pieces get. So if I learn the play by the inverse-wise rules of this tricky little game I may get somewhere. I've said before "if you set your expectations low, you'll seldom be disappointed." But now I think I'll add to it."If you set your expectations high you might be disappointed a lot, but you might be pleasantly surprised once or twice." Now the question is "how much shit are you will to take to get there?" If your anything like my friend Seleana, you'll be doing some major mental gymnastics to get where you want to be. Which reminds me.. Seleana, you've been selected as honorary recipient of Gummi's daily shout out!

Weekend wrap-up!
Mood:  sharp
Richard, I didn't see your phone. Shawna, you and I still got it, everyone in the shack shimmied to our love shack. Nathan, we need to talk. Dick, your so right, I never sleep. Jamie, I'm not a playboy! Really! ok maybe just a little. Travis, your MIA, should we worry?

Mood:  happy
I could have updated yesterday to keep with the consistency, but instead I chose to get smashed with Laurie and friends. By the way, I think that red couches are both sexy and comfortable. (Thank you to Ruth for letting me test out yours). It was definately a trade off but ulitmately the party animal within won. This weekend has been one long fiesta. And yes mother, moderation is the key, but it just seems like the right time to celebrate. I wish I knew what I was celebrating. I can't say for sure, but like my general philosophy for dealing with life, I will go where the wind takes me and kick some ass when I get there. LOL!

So here I am in the middle of the night again, updating my sight. I am really enjoying getting this sight organized. Its a lot of effort, or maybe its really simple and I'm just and idiot. I think thats everyone's secret fear. Well now that Ive exposed the secret there shouldn't be anything to be afraid of. Right friends! Anywho, I still plan on having a grand opening party when I feel I've gotten to a point where I'm satisfied. The rest of today looks good. I'm going to sleep for 5 hours and then go back to work. Then, I'm going to eat a jumbo jack, then I'm going to Kill Bill, and then, I'm going to go see Hally Berry jump from roof to roof in what looks like a plot less sexploitation involving tight leather and cat ears, who could ask for more!

Why is it always at the ungodly hour of the night that I find myself here updating this page? I'll tell you why, its because I would rather be screaming with JASON!, and chit-chatting with the Brians, and having garlic with Danny, and trading glances with Alex, and teasing Ox and Joe, and discussing longterm goals with Chris, and dancing with Paul, and secretly admiring while making pleasant conversation with Richard, and catching up with Thomas, and flirting with Gary and his friends on our way to our respective vehicles. This be your average Wednesday night, but for the summer of 2004, it is. One of the above said something to the effect of "I feel sorry for the people who have spent their whole lives in school. they get out and then they are shocked at this life thing that happens afterward, they just don't know what to do. I think life is so much more valuable". And I really agree with that, though I think lately I've on the live and under indulged my scholastic , but again, its summa'time and things eventually even out in the end.

I just want to make it clear to everyone and anyone who might know me, that if you have seen my website and felt miffed by not even an honorable mention, that both the website and I are in a mutual trial phase at this point. We urge you (you know who you are) to please be patient with us as we work out our creative differences and realize our limitations. Thank You! ^_^

Realized that there is a lot more work involved in having a good sight. Ill consider this my soft opening and when I really feel its presentable I'll have a grand opening/viewing party. Oh hell, there's always a reason to party...

Someone famous may have once said that consistency pays off. Someone may have been right. What really amazes me is that continually updating this website has held my interest for this long, escepcially since I dont really like famous people all that much, in particular dumb famous people. So to distinguish myself from anyone dumb and/or famous whom I might be mistaken for, I will try to sound as witty as possible and proclaim that I'm probably one of the least famous persons that i know, even though I know Shawna and Nathan are going to fight me on that.