Why can't I take this damn smile off of my face?
Mood:  cheeky
It just doesn't come off. I don't know what to do. I guess it has to do with the fact that I just met someone who really peaks my interest. So he is a little older than me. Its been done. And I love the older men, they have wisdom, they have conversation, they have it all and they know what they want. Its the sex drive of a 20 year old without the insecurity, its brilliant. I don't know exactly what it is, but I couldn't stop smiling today. I once smiled for 17 years straight. I remember the first time I didn't bother smiling publicly was when my friends in high school brushed me off. Anyway, since then its been mostly smiles with a slight chance of grimace (no, not the big purple dope from McDonald's wonderland) and today was 99% Stepford smile, while the 1% not smiling was spent readjusting my facial muscles to be able to breathe. And to top it all off, I went to Cafe Diva. very cute, and very gay. How very appropriate.